
It was always exciting for me to celebrate new year. I always jump for joy and wish that I would grow a little bit taller. Wait for the trill of counting down of a few more seconds to come before another year would pass and hope for the best in the coming year. New year has always given me hope for another resolution in my life but then again as i think of it, the happiness of my new year will never be the same again.It has been a year since my grandmother had passed away and she died on new year's eve. It's sad to imagine how fire works would only remind me and my family of the loneliness we had encountered last year and every end of the year it wouldn't be a happy new year for us after all.This is why I can no longer relate to those people who celebrate new year for hope, joy and resolution. I guess it will take time for my family to move on from the death of my grand mother and while other people are celebrating, my family will just be mourning this new year's eve.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
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